leading lady

silent tears whirl in my head
but for what is there to fear
th parents may yell
and tear you down
but it's time to take control
and live your life
dry those tears
chase your dreams
grab ahold of everything you want to be
it's time to be th leading lady in your life
no matter what they may say

definition of love

maybe this is it
maybe I have it right
I don't know
I don't care
I'm living for it here
'cos this is magic
swirling in my head
my fairytale
and my definition of love

walking in th rain
a disguse for her tears
asking her what's wrong
her natural response
"I'm fine"

truth of a liar

This is th truth of a liar
th matter of it all
I'm not okay
I never was
and now I need you
need someone there
to understand this pain I feel
'cos I don't have a clue
now I want to fall back on you

hmmm

am I living or just existing
when this world falls down
and all is made
only to end broken
bleeding to feel th pain
to know I'm still here
sheltered by a blanket of lies
'cos I don't want to be seen
for will you understand
this person I hide from you

sitting and waiting
like a toddler waits for daddy to return home
but waiting for what
she does not know

mature

she was daddy's little girl
untill she decided she wanted to grow up
but does growing up mean leaving your parents
and doing as you please
or is that just as immature as fighting over toys
so what's mature
is it being old
having a job
or no longer playing with toys
but maybe just maybe
aging is inevertable
a job is a bonus
and our toys just get bigger and better
so mature is a whole new thing in itself
it's accepting consequences
and not shifting th blame
it's living your life
still returning for a hug or two
it's being greater than pride
and admitting your wrong
mature is never being too old
to be daddy's little girl

you tell me not to be scared
so answer me this
what's not to fear

no place like home

That girl
with her lips scarlet red
and her glare as cold as ice
doesn't know where she belongs
who she is
or who she became
she tried running from her broken life
but she can't out run herself
now that voice in her head repeats
"there's no place like home, there's no place like home"
but can she push her pride aside
and return to these parents
she hated so
th dinner table is silent
hardly anyone eats
she whispers
"I love you and I'm glad to be home"

your friend

when you're close to tears
remember, some day it'll all be over
but untill then I am here
to soak up your tears
sweet angel, never fear
when you're all alone
call my name
and I will gently whisper
I love you
and I'm always here
to be your friend

what's to fear
only th voices in your head

one wish

The girl who rebeled
and hated her home
is now in a bush
all on her own
taking it for granted
she was planning to run
now her one wish
is to be back home
safe in her bed
missing her moms cooking
and her annoying brother too
she only has one wish
to return to her home
with th comfort of th life that she knows

chocked up with words I can't verbalise
for I fear what you'll think
to just be a let down to you as well

. .

can running away solve your problems
but does facing them always work
when you just need a way of coping
but your old ways aren't enough
and maybe I'm mad
loosing my mind
'cos I am lost for words
but everyday is th same
surrounded in pain
does anyone hear me when I cry
fighting to find my way
now where do I go from here

It's not your enemies who hurt you
but the ones that you love
when they send a silver bullet through your heart

she's your world
but you'll never compare
he-she
me-you
him-her
just lead on
for a night undercover
then toss aside
for th fireworks
breaking my heart into a thousand pieces.
but your still holding every piece

addicted

I'm so addicted to you
and all th things you do
your words create a song in my head
but I will never know
if I'm enough for you
so your just th drug
that I'm addicted to

you don't mean a thing to mean
only someone I once knew
I don't need you
I don't care
I'm done and gone

falling

falling for you
falling for him
falling for her
we all fall
tripping on our heart
falling for that one we could never have